trust n betrayal..

some tots on the above mentioned topic..
y when there's trust, there's bound to be betryal some where down the line??
and den leads to another question..
y cun a person forgive n forget??

trust is forged when confidence arises and u noe jolly well tat things wun go wrong..
but when such a thing starts to occur..
the betrayal would come in..
be it a minor or a major one, it's still one...
and behind every betryal, there would be a logical and reasonable reason..
maybe accepted or may not, highly dependable on the feelings of the victim..

sorry really seemed to be the hardest word..
cos i find tat this 5 letter word could really appease tons of things if used at the right place n the right time..
of course some actions gotta be shown as well cos "it's only words"..
but at this pt in time..
how can the trust be build back up to the time of betryal..
as the saying goes, "Rome isn't build in a day."...
does the time needed to build it back be the same as the time it took to build it??
or does it need a longer time this time round??
sum stuff to ponder abt...

now it's time for sum jeryd's philosophical quotes...
"It doesn't matter how many "I Love You" you say in a relationship, but it's the number of times you can accept "I'm sorry" and carry on that matters."
hope u guys out there understand wat im trying to say..
but tats wat i really feel..
n executing it at the same time..
:)

random tots..

random tots not in order of anything..
so in case u "catch no ball" after reading, i've already warned ya..
:P

POP soon..
in like 11 days time..
looking forward to it man..
but i really hope i can make it to the band..
dun wanna go anywhere else..
cos for sure, i hate regimental life n i dun tink i wanna continue on for the next 2 yrs in the army chiong sua-ing..
worse come to worst, guess i gonna do wat almost everyone else is doing...
chao geng~
but at least i'd completed my BMT phase n proud of it~
:)

the phase aint hard but i wun say it's easy as well..
to tink that im in the company everyone warned me against..
but i can tell them now ive been there n done tat~
haha~
but lets juz hope i can run faster~
need to get a better timing for my SOC..

i really do agree tat in the army is when boys become men..
cos in here, u get to see the vast array of homosapiens out there..
some pretend to be ur fren while sum are juz plain irritating..
i can give nicknames to almost all 50 of them in my platoon..
but i shant list them here..
u guys wun understand anyways..
:P

i would also like to take this opportunity to congratulate my bud, shaunie on his latest catch..
a fine one i muz add..
and sumone whom i guess understand him well..
:P
and i juz love this sentence, shaunie, dun hate me for adding this in..
for sumone like him, he sure benefitted alot frm sumthing he doesnt gives a damn abt..
but tats wat i call fate or destiny..
all the way bro~

my sweetheart had started her work not too long ago..
i haf to forsake my wkends wif her..
not really entirely but greatly reduced i guess..
trying very hard not to make a big fuss out of it..
but im juz too whiny not to..
for tat i apologise to my dearest..
but the feeling of being alone sux esp after being trapped on an island aka alcatraz~
guess i gotta see things in a brighter light like i did for most things in camp..
for this case, it'll be im gonna receive more gifts frm her once her pay arrives..
haha~
juz kidding..

i dunno how u guys feel abt instinct, gut feeling or even premonitions..
but i kinda feel tat "the one up there" had gave me the ONE..
for those who followed this boring n nagging blog since day one, u noe wat i mean..
i've really never felt so strongly n felt so sure abt sumone b4..
it's like i can see the future and noe wat im gonna do already n wif whom..
sumthing which ive never tot abt..
but it's still a long long way to go..
confidence level is high tho..
and for those sceptics, it aint a one sided view..
:P