it's late, juz finished my bombing of toilet bowland...
it had been held up inside there for the past 7 days..
it's due to come out sooner or later ya?
:P

juz back frm my 7 days field camp..
tires u down mentally n physically but wat doesnt kills u makes u stronger..
gave me a nuthing-can-get-me-down feeling now..
other than the tekan sessions we had, the camp was act enjoyable in a way..
learning tactical positions, combat movemonts and camou as well..
trench digging was the worst one could get..
but luckily tat happened only after we enjoyed our sweet sweet bath and cookhouse food..
tat is wat i call welfare man..
after this ordeal, it made me appreciate things more..
like my bunk aint tat bad compared to the shellscrape...
parents nagging aint tat bad compared to sargeant's shoutings..

but thruout this all, i miss my ger the most..
did a dumb thing but i guess that is the only way i can get thru the 7 days w/o wanting to commit a suicide..
:)
i act pasted a pic of pam n i underneath my helmet..
den like an idiot, i stared blankly into the helmet whenever i feel like shit..
buddies who noes, let me carry on..
arses who dun, called me crazy..
now i noe, there would always be one thing tat can get me thru anything..
-grin-

went out wif her today..
the entire day..
:P
had fun walking arnd, window shopping..
and the jap dinner was gd~
a way to celebrate our 9th mth together..
time really passes fast when u're having fun..
it had already been 9 mths..
seems like yest~
anyway im looking to forever wif her, so 9 mths is short i guess..
:)

new post, new life..

life in army aint as welfare as most would tink it is..
in the most shiong coy as many had warned beforehand..
but tink i'll managed it unscathed..
cos of one single driving force i haf to get me thru this ordeal..
my darling pammy..

her voice every nite practically brought me thru life everyday..
if not, i guess i'd ben dead..
:P
but tats juz love i guess..
w/o tat, i guess my world would juz stop spinning..

graduation last wk..
got my rightful diploma already..
booked out juz for tat event..
kinda glad cos it was my first bk out n i get to see my dear again..
:P

went everywhere wif her when im out..
juz to make up for last time when im in there...
but i doubt it's enuff..
lets juz wait for block leave..
:)

thnx deariez for changing my blogskin for me..
its very nice n i like the stroll by the beach..
wif u of course..
hehe~

i noe it's been hard on u wif me in army and wif u out here w/o my presence..
but dun worry, everything's gonna end in a mth's time..
bare wif it..
wun be seeing u for the next 2 wks..
we had went by 3 wks w/o seeing one another..
2 wks aint gonna be tat bad rite?
:)
i love u and would always will..
tho u wun be hearing my voice nor seeing me, u'll noe im always rite there in ur heart..
:P