Friday, November 28, 2003

long long time...

it's been a hell of a long time since i last blog..
i guess there're a few things which happened..
so here it goes in chronological order..
=)

the wk following my last post was a slacker's wk..
din do much cept working..
till the wkend tat is..
went on down to kukup in western coast of malaysia..
it's a kelong style place where we stayed in a house on stilits above water..
nice relaxing scene where both sun rise n sun set can be viewed~
oh not to mention the amt of mudskipper dwelling underneath~
haha~
and i put my hands on firecrackers/fireworks for the frist time..
all we can play in sillypore is juz sparklers..
but there, we got to shoot those fireworks in the sky..
nice display of light~
really lit up the darkness of the nite..
=)

after tat trip came my FYP..
sigh~
tho the topic is interesting, i dread the time i got to be in sch...
but guess i gotta get used to it if not i'll be blacklisted among those latecomers..
=P

i guess i took the right path n made the right choice..
really took quite some time to express it but eventually i did..
being together wif u brings me immense joy..
and nuthing else does cept u...
all i hope is tat we'll enjoy it n i'll definately cherish wat we haf now...
not me to take sumone for granted...
=P
i would give everything in return for sumthing so simple...
a four letter word...
give ya a clue..
start wif "L"...
=)

Sunday, November 16, 2003

mind-boggling ramblings...

"i missed u yet i dun want to say it out...
im trying to avoid watever misunderstandings and misinterpretations...
the image of u is always on my mind...
especially when u dun call nor leave me a sweet, though forwarded msg..
when i was weak, tinking of giving up, ur very image came to mind..
n tat was the only source of energy tat i had to carry on...
this really showed me wat u meant to me..
im quite appalled by this shocking revelation, but i kinda accepted it wif open arms..
wats pulling me back, my heart asked?
my brain answered it wif answers of logical reference and rebutted every single pt..
but am i a brain motivated person or juz a foolish emotional vagabond...
i haf no idea for this case..
whoever i gonna be ain't surfacing now for me to be it...
time muz tell me wat to do..
for im lost in my own tots and imagination.."


u guys muz be wondering wat the heck was tat..
juz some ramblings in my mind..
adding some vivid imagination n of course scripted tales here n there n voila~
this rambling occur..
u guys decide whether it's fiction or not..
=)

officially started work today as....................
a trishaw rider~
haha~
but dun worry, im emplyed by STB..
so i guess it kinda a dignified trishaw rider..
was damn shag mid way thru it..
cos my motor couldnt start..
so in came the manual legs of mine..
almost couldnt finish the entrie journey..
dehydrated, fingers numb...
but i guess i gotta work hard for the money..
gd pay i muz say...
=P

enuff ramblings frm this maniac, nonsensical person...
oh, to leave a last note..
I WANT MY 2 MONTHS HOLS~~
=)

Thursday, November 13, 2003

4 lame arse...

yep, the 4 lame arses met today for a movie n dinner..
watched the movie b4 though..
but juz went again juz to go wif the guys..
been a very long time since i last went out wif them..
so i guess a small sacrifice isn't much to pay..
=)

watched "ong bak"..
a very nice action packed movie wif a shallow storyline..
typical story but wif actions of awe..
everybody went "ooh" n "ah" in the movie..

went for a dinner after the movie..
head on down to pastamania where jappo met up wif weili..
had a couple of jokes there n a bk review was on the way wif me, fin and shaunie..
haha~
all u readers out there are surprised tat the 3 of us reads, dun u?
=P
dun blame ya..

anyway the highlight of the evening is yet to come..
tat will be the after dinner drink at marche..
din wanna break my promise of alcoholism, i din drink, while the rest ordered a jug of draught..
(wondered if they were asked to check their age, haha)
i went to get my food..
and when i was back, the first thing was tat shaunie drank 2 sips of the draught and cun carry on..
i went HUH~
cos the infamous shaunie is gd at drinking..
or so among us..
haha~
anyway it brought back bitter memories of not so distant past..
read his blog for more info..
anyway he couldnt carry on n he really looked as though he would juz puke watever pasta he had earlier~
tat was scary..
haha~
anyway he din and we head down to our respective homes 'cept jappo...
-grin-

i tink im destined to remain a bachelor...
act im not complaining though..
im having all the freedom i could haf..
spending all the cash i haf on myself...
and my "wife" of course...
but god played a prank when he made me..
he gave me too much love...
so much so tat i need to give it away..
n now im in a situation where there aint anyone to give it to..
hm....
maybe he wanna me store it all up n give the entire to the one im supposed to..
but here i am, begging him to pls send tat person to me..
cos i really really cun hold it within me for long..
gonna convulse soon..

anyway tink im gonna start on some personal projs..
if not im gonna slack the entire hols..
no one to go holiday wif..
=(
sigh..


Thursday, November 06, 2003

long time gone...

been a very long time since i last added anything here..
missing?
hospitalised cos "sumone" did sumthing?
nopes~
neither..
juz din haf anything to write and been up to the brim wif studies..
anyway here goes nuthing..

exams wk...
everybody cramming up every last details into tat puny squishy pink thing they call brains...
me included..
but come to tink of it..
this is gonna be my last time ever gonna sit for a paper..
shld i cherish it n do my very best??
close frens of mine would noe my ans..
heck care~
haha~
can pass, tats all i ask..

u noe sumthing...
after tat saga had ended..
u noe, TAT thingy...
i've realised sumthing..
my frens are always there to back me up..
it shows tat i can count on them when i need them..
either tat, or they're juz seeking entertainment..
but both ways are sumthing gd to ponder abt..

im tinking of a holiday..
no where far..
juz sumwhere outside of stuffy sillypore..
im not sure if anyon out there feels the same way..
but i like to go to places during hols..
as in not get cope up in sillypore..
maybe it's juz me cos i can see pple like jappo slp n eat the entire hols away~
haha!!
anybody wanna go away wif me?
a short holiday stint in msia?
an offer of holidaying wif the man~
haha~

wats my blog entry like if there aint an entry abt my love life~
hahaha~
latest update for the busybodies..
stagnant..
yeah, tats the word to describe my love life...
no one in mind to go for...
guess i'll juz let it stay this way...
till THE ONE, not neo =P , comes arnd...

adios cucaracha~