cherish n treasure...

now i fully understand that a person would not noe the real value n importance of sumthing or sumone till he/she loses it..
im feeling it real dearly rite now..
real close to the heart i muz say..
i realised tat *** is an integral part of my life..
and i find tat my earth stops revolving whens *** gone..
now all i can do is let time tell whether my earth would start spinning again..

i shldnt haf took things in stride n tink tat all's well..
when i noe deep down inside the problem lies wif me..
but all i need is time to get rid the inner devil in me..
and of course another chance..

im not gonna dwell on the pessimistic part..
it's useless as i doubt tat would get me anywhere..
but i shant give up as well..
the **** i haf is too strong for me to put it off..
would instead do all i can to show *** that i would do watever i can to make things rite again..
n i swear by it...

oh yah, now on to some happier news..
altho it doesnt seems to matter to anyone...
we celebrated our first yr on saturday..
gave her a surprise a wk ago by bringing her to a hair stylist in town for a mini makeover..
altho tat "mini" costs a bomb.. :P
she got her hair styled, cut and highlighted..
she was very happy wif tat and couldnt be more delighted..
we din do much on the actual day itself cos i've no $$$ left..
sorry~
how i wish i could do more but due to limited resource..
next time ok?? promise u a better one..

now here's a small gift i gave her on the stroke of midnite..
a poem written by me..
-grinz-

Love at every sight
The sight of you makes me crumble,
as i fall and fumble.
I can't take my eyes of you,
as you're stunningly beautiful.
My heart beats a million faster,
as we get inches and inches nearer.
I'll gladly be your fool,
as long as i get to view and indulge in you.


to end it all, i hope everything would be resolve as soon as possible..
cos seriously speaking, im living on the edge of the earth till the day the dust settles down and everythings clear to us all...
***ymmap ia ow***(=P)