wake me up when september ends...

it's been ages... and i realised i start my post wif that same phrase all the time.. haha~ anyway yeah, been really busy.. my life was like on a roller coaster ride, the worst u can find, and lugging a laptop to complete ur work while going thru the ride.. it was haywire man.. esp in the month of september.. really wanted to be sing the greenday song, and inform everybody juz to wake me up when september ends... :P

tat month was terrible.. not only do i have my projects due and my exams looming, i haf personal problems to deal wif and of cos the usual work stress... not to mention that i screw my exams up terribly..(luckily i manage to get a credit, tho i was hoping for a dist. damn~) how relief i felt when it act ended and october came.. hopin that the tide would change and finally, some luck~ but life doesnt serve u on a silver platter ya? october aint the best either.. a new term, a new beginning? doubt so.. same probs come haunting me over n over again.. cun even tink straight and concentrate.. now all im praying for is sumthing to show me the light to sort all these issue out man..

how do u define devotion and how do u allocate time for the diff committments in life? i gotta admit im slicing my time a little bit too thinly but i believe a guy gotta do wat a guy gotta do.. he needs a qualification, he needs a career to support his family.. so of cos, this is the number 1 priority.. his lover is impt as well, one of his priorities but seriously speaking, she cun be his everything, forsaking wat's impt(as above)... no, im not being materialistic here and talking abt having more money, having as much as possible.. but having a respectable, stable and comfortable income to feed the family.. and to achieve this, i haf to work hard now to get the qualification for the opportunity in future for tat kind of career.. i might be tinking too far, too wide, but it's wat i really want...

devotion, how do u define that? by giving all ur time to tat special someone, every min in a day, days in a week, weeks in a month, months in a year?? i dun tink so.. quality is more impt than quality.. and altho time spent is much lesser, at least noe tat the time was well spent.. fidelity, how do u define having an adultery or how do u determine whether ur partner has cheated on u... is looking at the other gender considered cheating? is meeting up wif classmates for proj cheating? is toking to them cheating? i guess to each his/her own, they would haf their own definations, one man's meat is another man's poison... but i believe in total devotion when in a relationship, if not y be in one?? rite?? so yeah, im still upholding it.. :)

now to my frens, those who are overseas.. one in scotland, another in washigton and a few down under(perth, melbourne, adelaide :P).. i juz wanna ensure u guys are not forgotten and u guys are always the topic of the discussion.. dun feel left out down there, dun feel tat u're no longer a part of the clique.. cos once together, always together man.. like the musketeers.. :)


one for the guys...

a pill hard to swallow...

disappointment is a hard pill to swallow.. maybe i set too high a standard for myself, or maybe i din prepare well enuff.. either way, i haf to swallow it and it's not easy... i really wanted to do well in this, cos maybe i tot this was my forte.. wat im only gd at.. which is to talk~ but i failed myself terribly.. i was practically dumbfounded when questions were shot at me frm every corner.. when my plan din execute as per expected... i guess everybody could tell frm my look tat i was lost.. and the best part was i dug my own grave deeper wif every answer given... on the other hand, im lucky that this holds a really low percentage to the overall grade.. but nonetheless, i failed myself.. n tats the most impt test..

speaking of hard to swallow.. thats wat pam's gonna go thru for the next few days.. she got her 2 wisdom teeth extracted and as usual, no hard food, no hot or cold stuff till it heals.. poor her.. her threshold of pain is so low, i wonder how she's gonna take it at nite.. but i believe she can make these few days.. :)

spidey lego!

hey guys, tot this mite be interesting.. got it frm naz's blog.. n i totally concur wif him on lego.. i used to haf a huge tub of lego bricks of all shapes n sizes.. coming up wif crazy ideas n notions of my very own city and vehicles.. sigh, those were the days..

anyway this video is very well done i muz say IF the creator actually build it all one by one n not digital animation.. :P

long long time ago....

hey guys! i'm back.. guess since army is out of the way, i can blog freely and of anything under the sky.. it felt good to receive the pink ic officially in camp n say bye bye to all the arses who were giving me shit.. but of course, it felt sad to leave behind all those gd frens i've made thruout the time there.. other than that, shall we move forward in life n not look bad at tat grim 2 yrs?? :)

work n sch doesnt equate to a peaceful life... i'm running on ends to meet deadlines on both sides of the fence and on top of tat, balancing social life and family.. not much of probs happening but more of keeping everyone happy.. sumthing i mite not be doing much lately.. but i'll try ya?

juz got back my mid yr paper results for my marketing module n guess wat, urs truly, the slacker who doesnt study, the one who cun get gd grades, got a DISTINCTION!!!!!!!! whoopee!!!!!! this totally motivates me to work harder man.. tho it's juz 20%.. haha! but anyways, im working towards my goal of honours.. :) tho i still do miss campus life.. how i wish i was there wif the guys..

tinking of changing my job.. but no gd job openings recently and a certain local mp3 periphenelia(sp?) company havent replied my application.. guess it's as gd as gone.. on the other hand, im having 2nd tots of leaving this place.. one thing is cos im very very well paid and another is the flexibility i enjoy.. shld i stay or shld i go??

been really crazy over blading recently.. can even go to ECP myself and blade for hrs.. frm one end to the other.. ok, for clarification, i didnt flirt, didnt oggle at other gers nor pick anyone up.. (juz for u darling.. :P) need to get a new pair of blades to complement the time spent.. hehe~ tat was a hint.. -grinz-

oh oh oh!! i passed my class 2 on the eve of national day as well.. applause, applause please~~ so now, i dun haf to go back for any bike lessons and i can ride any, n i mean ANY bikes on the road.. :) but i got no money to change into a bigger cc bike tho.. sigh.. we juz haf to see if i got any pay increment.. haha!

ok, tats it for now.. gotta do sum marketing research.. but i promise, fans.. i'll be back sooner than u can type my blog addy.. =)

here's some recently taken pics.. enjoy...

a reply to my gf's post... -grinz-

ok, this might seemed weird, even feel weird..
but this is my first time blogging since forever.. and forever is abt 6 months ago, or more.. :P
and now, y am i blogging again? y am i out of my hiatus to write this post..
it all gotta do wif that gf wif a tooth ache..
she couldnt slp n gotta change my blogskin for me and set an ultimatum for me to update my blog..
on top of that, she posted the results of the test i took below on her blog...
and to add insult to injury, she said that i would do sumthing since her match isnt my sign..
so here it goes, my match isnt her sign as well.. haha! (PS: dun kill me dar, juz "doing sth" :P )

but how's things wif jeryd? is jeryd ok? is he alrite? has he became better looking??
okok, please my fans, wait up.. ur jeryd would answer all of those above in a very short while.. :)

things are going very well for me.. i would say im stepping into the next phase in my life.. the longest one too.. work! it's not exciting me in anyway at all, but to tink tat im out of the army is comforting enough.. oh yah, did i tell u im on leave too?? :P but work's gonna start in july though.. and on top of work, i'll be studying part time as well.. y part time?? cos apparently im not gd enuff for the top 3 uni in sillypore.. so here i go, taking up a part time degree offered by UWA but doing it here in SG wif PSB academy.. but it's fine wif me, at least i earn some moolah at the same time..

NEXT! im ok, fit and healthy.. but the doc juz diagnosed me wif a stress fracture in my foot.. he asked me to rest and not walk too much.. which is impossible cos to tink that im climbing tmr wif weeli and shaun, playing soccer on saturday and most prob shopping next wk.. so let's juz see if the stress fracture can withstand the stress.. :P

world cup so far is going as per expected.. which is unexpected! who would know that there wouldnt be any upsets at all!! and because of this, i've lost more n more mooney!!! i told myself to stop betting but i cun!! guess it juz adds to the thrill of watching the matches.. heh~

ok, as for whether im looking better, i tink i am.. don't i always look good?? -grinz-



here is the so called horoscope test to see which sign matches ur personality..

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

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