tat month was terrible.. not only do i have my projects due and my exams looming, i haf personal problems to deal wif and of cos the usual work stress... not to mention that i screw my exams up terribly..(luckily i manage to get a credit, tho i was hoping for a dist. damn~) how relief i felt when it act ended and october came.. hopin that the tide would change and finally, some luck~ but life doesnt serve u on a silver platter ya? october aint the best either.. a new term, a new beginning? doubt so.. same probs come haunting me over n over again.. cun even tink straight and concentrate.. now all im praying for is sumthing to show me the light to sort all these issue out man..
how do u define devotion and how do u allocate time for the diff committments in life? i gotta admit im slicing my time a little bit too thinly but i believe a guy gotta do wat a guy gotta do.. he needs a qualification, he needs a career to support his family.. so of cos, this is the number 1 priority.. his lover is impt as well, one of his priorities but seriously speaking, she cun be his everything, forsaking wat's impt(as above)... no, im not being materialistic here and talking abt having more money, having as much as possible.. but having a respectable, stable and comfortable income to feed the family.. and to achieve this, i haf to work hard now to get the qualification for the opportunity in future for tat kind of career.. i might be tinking too far, too wide, but it's wat i really want...
devotion, how do u define that? by giving all ur time to tat special someone, every min in a day, days in a week, weeks in a month, months in a year?? i dun tink so.. quality is more impt than quality.. and altho time spent is much lesser, at least noe tat the time was well spent.. fidelity, how do u define having an adultery or how do u determine whether ur partner has cheated on u... is looking at the other gender considered cheating? is meeting up wif classmates for proj cheating? is toking to them cheating? i guess to each his/her own, they would haf their own definations, one man's meat is another man's poison... but i believe in total devotion when in a relationship, if not y be in one?? rite?? so yeah, im still upholding it.. :)
now to my frens, those who are overseas.. one in scotland, another in washigton and a few down under(perth, melbourne, adelaide :P).. i juz wanna ensure u guys are not forgotten and u guys are always the topic of the discussion.. dun feel left out down there, dun feel tat u're no longer a part of the clique.. cos once together, always together man.. like the musketeers.. :)
one for the guys...
