judgement call...

wat's ur take on homosexuality??
on lesbians and butches...
on gays and faggots...
wat so u tink of them??

ok for me, i despise them to the core..
i really dun approve nor condone it..
call me conservative, close-minded, old fashioned...
i dun care...
but tats wat i tink..
seriously tink tat those hu turn into the "dark" side are really going against god's rules in playing this game of life..
dun u tink so?
anyway enuff of the rambling of this crap..

can i ask another question?
ever tot tat u got over sumone but realised after tat u hadnt..
okok..
here it goes..

passed S a present cos her bdae juz passed..
as a fren i guess a present for her bdae aint anything...
later on we continued to msg each other..
den later we on to the topic of bf..
asked her if she had any..
and she said no...
so i said y not?
and she continued to say dat she fall for gers instead..
den came in my hatred for homos..
i was so damn hurt..
(and i dunno y i felt tat way..)
i pressed on to ask her y she turned tat way...
she answered tons of stuff..
anyway the prob lies here...
y would i feel so hurt, as if it's the end of the world, if i had gotten over her??
i told her i was disappointed n hurt..
and in the end she told me it was all juz a joke..
she wasnt..
but it's too late..
i actually pour tons of stuff unto her..
i told her she hurt me loads..
and i start to ponder..
do i still like her?
i haf no idea..
haf i gotten over her?
i dunno..

but one thing's for sure...
i care for her alot..
im confused...