it's late, juz finished my bombing of toilet bowland...
it had been held up inside there for the past 7 days..
it's due to come out sooner or later ya?
:P

juz back frm my 7 days field camp..
tires u down mentally n physically but wat doesnt kills u makes u stronger..
gave me a nuthing-can-get-me-down feeling now..
other than the tekan sessions we had, the camp was act enjoyable in a way..
learning tactical positions, combat movemonts and camou as well..
trench digging was the worst one could get..
but luckily tat happened only after we enjoyed our sweet sweet bath and cookhouse food..
tat is wat i call welfare man..
after this ordeal, it made me appreciate things more..
like my bunk aint tat bad compared to the shellscrape...
parents nagging aint tat bad compared to sargeant's shoutings..

but thruout this all, i miss my ger the most..
did a dumb thing but i guess that is the only way i can get thru the 7 days w/o wanting to commit a suicide..
:)
i act pasted a pic of pam n i underneath my helmet..
den like an idiot, i stared blankly into the helmet whenever i feel like shit..
buddies who noes, let me carry on..
arses who dun, called me crazy..
now i noe, there would always be one thing tat can get me thru anything..
-grin-

went out wif her today..
the entire day..
:P
had fun walking arnd, window shopping..
and the jap dinner was gd~
a way to celebrate our 9th mth together..
time really passes fast when u're having fun..
it had already been 9 mths..
seems like yest~
anyway im looking to forever wif her, so 9 mths is short i guess..
:)