awol..

if the "blogworld" is military, i guess i would be charged wif AWOL by now..
it's been ages since my last entry here..
not tat nuthing happened, on the contrary, lots did..
juz tat it really had lost the appeal on me..
den wat made me type this one out?
cos of this fabulous new skin my gal did for me..
kinda cute dun u find?
tho the creatures look a lil alienish..
:P

life as a 21 yr old sure hit me like a bang..
i find tat my parents are really letting me go juz like tat..
as tho i've reached my expiry date on dependency n i shld be all on my own now..
i shldnt bother them wif my minute matters..
gd or bad, i dunno now..
but im really not coping very well..
for example my bike, i wanna change it as it's giving me probs..
due to wear n tear, cos it's an old bike, but my parents strongly objected to it n told me tat i would bear all future costs for it..
for a NSF like me, i guess its a huge burden to carry on..
but wat to do, i hate public transport..
this is juz part 1, as for part 2..
education... no support frm them either..
i gotta pay frm my own pocket..
tats not very hard considering the numerous loans available..
all these made me realise sumthing..

population in singapore..
bcos of repaying loan, late graduation, establishing career, tats y u see lots of older parents n lesser kids nowadays...
take for example myself..
if i go to a local U, i'll take abt 4 yrs to complete a degree programme..
but i'll only ORD when im 22, so i gotta enlist in a U at 23..
tat leaves me to graduate at the age of 27..
n no doubt i gotta repay those education loans in the first few yrs of my job, so now xtra cash to start a family nor getting hitched..
so lets say i start preparing at teh age of 30..
n another 3-5 yrs to raise enuff cash for wedding dinner, gowns n such..
so i'll be married by 35 n having my first child at lets say 36,37..
now we all noe y our population is dipping..
kinda sad aint it..
im a family guy, i like to haf one of my own all the while..
so for pple like me, i would definately want to settle down early..
but wif such circumstances, its a definate nono..
life sure loves to play tricks eh?

lets go on to recap sum events tat happened recently..
went overseas wif pam's family for the very frist time..
kinda worried it wun go well..
but it wanst tat bad..
lodging n stuff was alrite, huge bungalow belonging to her dad's company n gd food at sum classy restaurant..
but the shopping was disappointing..
we missed sum places which the newspaper reported a few wks ago..
so din buy much at all..
but nice to get sum fresh air every now n then..
:)

last but not least of this entry would be the regular item of this blog..
my gf.. :P
she's such a supportive person..
esp when it comes to my family issues..
she's always there to recieve the wrath of mine..
real thankful to her for tat..
shall treat her the best i can n of course, ctrl this blardy temper of mine..
oh, did i say this skin was done by her?
-grinz-