post-chrome syndrome..

it's been a wk since i've lost my chrome..
riding on the bike to work everyday havent been the same again..
gone are the days whereby i need not pull my bag up unto the pillion seat as it's sliding down..
gone are the days when kids would pt at my bag and say "Eh, transformers bag leh!!"
but anyhow, i gotta save up n get it back.. :P

now, shaun did a nasty thing..
he made me do a "5 random facts abt myself" quiz to be publish here..
he said it's to kill time..
kill his time reading it but wasting mine tinking of crap to write..
haha!
but anyway here it goes..

Five Random Facts Abt Jeryd

1) i had a nickname, when i was a very very young boy, "tarik-tarik".. which means pull-pull in
malay.. y?? cos this ex-neighbour of mine apparently noticed that i like to pull my, er.... thing
in btw my leg alot.. and she finds tat amusing.. but the real reason was because i always had to
wear really tight undies and it's damn uncomfortable.. so u get the equation..

2) im quite easy wif food, less the vegetables.. tats it, the next fact is tat i detest and hate to eat
my greens.. i loathe veges... it all started wif broccoli.. i was put in a child care centre when i
was abt 6.. and the pple there forced me to swallow the broccolies.. they taste bitter and
yeeky, i had to control my puke back each time i put it in my mouth.. tat made me swear off
vegetables till now.. tho i manage to eat a few greens here n there i still swear off broccolies
and their distant cousin, cauliflowers!!

3) i haf a real bad temper.. i'll blow up at anybody, anywhere, anytime.. if tat person is at the
worng place at the wrong time den he'll be a goner.. but when i was pri 6, i wanted to woo this
gal i like so i deviced, a way which i dunno how i came up wif, to curb my temper.. i use jokes
and hm.. words to put pple down instead.. evil huh..

4) i cant stay home with nuthing to do.. i need to run arnd and do sumthing.. like a monkey tat
can't keep still.. i tink i gotta attribute it to my dad who's sumwat like tat too.. outdoor kinda
person.. or shld i use wat my grandma always say, ants in my ass, can't keep still.. :)

5) and finally, the last one.. i got my first gf only when i was 16.. and to tink tat i din even held
her hand thruout tat month we were together.. much less going out.. so can i consider it as my
first relationship?? haha, u be the judge..

y do thieves exist..

tats the question which i NEED to ask after a long long hiatus..
my favourite bag got stolen today..
my CHROME bag.. :(

ok i admit, i was at fault to leave it unattended, but the very least the person who saw it could do was to bring it to the guard room or to some senior ranking authorities..
but noooooooooooooooo.....
he had to pocket it all for himself..
wif my favourite adidas jacket inside..
my favourite diesel tee..
my gf's favourite(n only) mp3 player..
die!!!
how to put it to her tat i've lost her player??
as of publishing time, she dunno wat happened..
this suck..

luckily chief was nice enuff to let me leave early..
gotta make a whole new set of keys!!
oh i din mention, my bike keys were in the bag as well..
argh!!!!
i had to trouble my dad to come down all the way to my camp juz to pass me my ignition key..
and i had to go to all sorts of places to get the locks done..
wat a screwed up day..
not only sentimental loss, there's monetary loss, and hearing loss(let's hope it doesnt happen)..

may god punish that idiot wif the worst retribution ever!!!!
grrrr...

quizzzy..

interesting 3 options quiz..
let's see...


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jeryd
2. Jerky
3. Crow (dun ask y, i hate it..)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. DuDe^LoVe(early teens)
2. xanc(late teens)
3. jeryd(simple n true)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. It's said tat i haf small slit eyes, but dun they noe it charms~ :)
2. I used to have nice, longer, dyed hair tat can be styled beautifully.. not now(sigh)..
3. I guess the last one gotta go to my ability of not getting fat even tho i eat loads? :P

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My skinny arms, i juz cun pump anything in..
2. Teeth, aint the whitest and the neatest..
3. Height, if only i can break the 1.7 mark.. -sobs-

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Dying.
2. Fatal traffic accident.
3. Losing love ones, frens and limbs.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. None other than Pamela herself.
2. My bike..
3. GOOD FOOD.. call me a glutton.. :)


THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. No.4
2. Boxers
3. Seriously nuthing else..

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Bon Jovi
2. Bee Gees
3. Richard Marx

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS(I don't really have favourites..):
1. Always - Bon Jovi
2. I Live My Life for You - Lifehouse
3. How Deep Is Your Love - BeeGees
(corny lover..)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love, true ones..
2. Support, tats very important in my opinion, true thick n thin..
3. Companionship, y else are u in a relationship? :)

TRUTH OR LIE:
1. I'm gay. (-_^)
2. I don't look like a monkey, period.
3. I'm not interested in girls too. (haha, back at u picto..)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. I've always tot that the mirror to the heart is thru the eyes..
2. Charismatic, radiant smile..
3. Not to skinny, nor plump.. u noe wat i mean.. :)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Watching soccer..
2. Biking..
3. Being together wif pammy.. tat warms my heart..

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Hug my lil darling..
2. To say "ORD LOH!!"
3. Get away frm stuffy sillypore..

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Artiste, as in acting, deejaying, singing..
2. Entrepreneur, wat i intend to do now..
3. Lawyer, ambition still but unattainable..

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Mauritius
2. UK
3. Bali.. :P

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Start a family wif adorable kids and a loving wife..
2. Travel on bike to as far as possible.. (europe maybe??)
3. Make sure i leave behind enuff fortune for my family members.. -grinz-

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. My really bad temper.. tat really is typical of a guy..
2. A lil of MCP-ism.. juz a dash of it.. :)
3. I like gers.. typical enuff??

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I cry when emotional..
2. I'm emotional, hence pt 1..
3. I shop, alot?? :P

THREE FEMALE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. That gal in Dark angel, F4, SIn city.. ( i juz drew a blank)..
2. Kristen Kruek.. look at those eyes man..
3. Pamela tan.. (she's a celeb starring in all of my life shows..)

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Pamela, see wat she gonna say abt this..
2. Jappo, so tat i can laff at his crap..
3. Fin fin, juz bcos i noe he wun take it..

Confusion..

im really battling wif myself inside..
i dunno wat i shld do..
i tink to those who reads my blog, u guys would noe wat had happened..
broken up, broken heart...

i guess we'll juz let nature takes its course..
cos im lost in a maze...
let's hope i can find my way soon..
:)

lost..

im lost, without ur love..
im way more lost than tat..
i juz dun understand y things juz cun stop coming in btw us...
i wan a peaceful and happy relationship..
y cun it be like tat???

i trust her, but y she cun trust me??
i tell her everything, anything..
but it's not pin pointing time..

i noe u dun haf anything for anybody else cept me..
and my sentiments exactly..
and **** is juz a fren..
a*** noes tat too..
so shall we put aside all differences huh?

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!

im all out of luck..

anybody have any lucky charms tat do work?
pls send it over to me so i can have a change of luck for once.. sigh..
i dunno wats wrong wif me this mth but stuff juz keep happening..
and it aint gd ones, mind u..
lemme recollect everything and lay it out to ya..
sigh..

let's start off wif my wisdom tooth extraction on the 3rd of may..
it was supposed to be another routine extraction juz like my right side ones which i took out a mth ago..
but god has it tat i muz haf excessive bleeding from the wound, even after stitches..
i went hm after the surgery tinking tat it's fine, a lil bleeding is normal..
but i feel more like a vampire instead..
the blood juz kept on flowing..
tried to sleep n ignore n see if it's better in the morn but i couldnt..
choking on blood was wat made me unable to slp..
so i called the hosp a&e dept..
they told to go down and down i did only to find no dental surgeon arnd..
gotta wait till 8 in the morn!! and i was there at abt 4am.. -_-'
anyway after another few agonising stitches i went on hm and tat sums up the bleeding saga..
how sumthing so routine and simple got to be so complex and hurting..

next, on the friday of tat wk, a damned CAR collided into me..
and of all things, he was hiding behind a lorry to shield frm the rain..
tats y he din see me coming and BAM..
i was lying on the road wif rain heavily pelting on me..
and the best part was tat the driver happens to be one of my mum's client..
anyway he admitted his mistake and paid up for all the damages..
got another 6 days MC from the hosp.. gd or bad, u decide..

guess wat, fate has it tat on the 9th of may, which is the following monday, my grandfather passed away..
not at all surprising considering the fact tat he was already in hospital but the timing was..
so i called back camp to ask for compassionate leave and stayed atb the funeral wake for the entire wk..
not to mention only grabbing a grand total of 5 hrs of sleep the entire wk..
-applause pls-
making me a grouchy young punk..

and here comes the next event, prepared?
on the following sunday, my grandmother, the one who's staying wif me, fell and fractured her ankle..
luckily she's still fine, not anything serious..
but the fact is tat me n my family juz dun haf a breather at all for the mth..
one mis-event after another..

here comes the shocking new!!
i juz skidded yesterday..
yes, another road accident..
and i dunno how in the blue hell did i every lay on the road when im only travelling at 20km/hr??
now i haf a swollen ankle and bruised up legs..
but the most hurting part is tat my darling was injured as well..
she got abrasions and bruises on her beautiful legs..
-sniff- -sniff-
and to tink yest was our 18mths anniversary..
a monument in my sense..
:P

i really rue my luck thruout all these ordeals..
wonder wat did i ever do wrong to be on the wrong end of things..
my gal said tat i shld be thankful tat we werent badly injured and tat all the other events actually happened on a smaller scale which i happened to agree..
but one thing i dun understand is tat y all come at the same time?
to test my resolute in life??
we shall see how my life's gonna unfold in the coming wks..
meanwhile, i can do is juz to pray..
:)

life, oh life..

im so bored now in camp tat im blogging~
imagine tat for a person who doesnt blog even if he had an eventful wk or full of nonsensical tots n theories..
:P

juz got myself a tuition assignment at serangoon central..
apparently a rich family who can afford 2 tutors for theirs sons at $20/hr..
a gd rate i muZ add, more so a pri sch kid..
anyway it's on sunday, kinda not wat i expected but i guess i shall take it..
the cash too attractive anyways..

my bike's going on fine as of date n i hope it'll maintain this way..
cos i doubt i haf any extra cash for repairs..
damn afraid for anything to happen to it..
a lil paranoid but i guess it's normal for my standard..

im bald again..
no, i wasnt charged n sent to the barracks..
but it was purely a mistake btw me n my gal while trying to shave my head.. haha~
i borrowed a shaver frm my uncle n tried to shave n trim my hair myself but it was an utter failure..
so much so tat i needed to haf a bmt hairstyle to salvage my image..
-shakes head-
n i got enuff knacks in camp for tat!!

i wonder y whenever im in camp, staying in, n bored, i'll miss pammy so badly..
really agonisingly in fact..
weirdo me..
coming to 18 mths..
seems long on paper but short in time..
but i guess it's a great achievement for me~
a so called playboy.. -grinz-

shall leave u all here wif a sultry pcture of my dearest taken on my 21st bdae.. :)

aint she stunning?? :)

bike bike bike..

juz change a new bike due to probs sufficing wif the old one..
the old one is abt 8yrs old n wear n tears are bound to occur..
so out wif the old n in wif the new..

everything was smooth as to the new scoot till today..
(PS: still in camp as of this moment..)
it rained heavily in the afternoon so i tot y not go clean it my bike up if its wet n start it to warm the engine..
everything was wrong since the moment i touched ground floor..
the cover was blown off, the bike was wet..
so i took my cloth out, dry the bike n clean watever tat doesnt belongs..
but the bike couldnt start after all the efforts..
started to panic..
it's a relatively new bike, it shldnt haf such probs..
could it really be a wrong decision to change my bike?
questions such as this start to come out..
lets juz hope it'ss be fine tmr..
if not, i dunno wat to do..
feel so helpless..

fell out wif my parents cos of this..
as in the purchase of this bike..
juz dun understand y my decision wun be respected at all..
i wanted to choose the model of it but they insist otherwise..
n to tink tat im 21 and they wanna let me be..
juz dun understand..
sigh, life goes on..

loss of wisdom..

juz loss 2 wisdom teeth..
it hurts like hell now since the anesthetic had worn off..
n imagine this, i feel like lestat..
im drinking my own blood like nobody's business..
soon, i cun even be awake during daylight..
:P

it didnt hurt much during the surgery tho..
the anesthesia jabs were bad man..
but after tat, the drilling n pulling didnt feel a thing..
not even the stitches..
but the aftermath is cruel i tell u..

to console myself, i got 5days Mc..
haha..
staying home to rot n settle my bike issues..
my gal having exams so no one to feed me porridge~
haha~
too bad for me..
but at least i can invite sumone else to do it for me..
oops~
my ears are gonna get pulled soon~
anyway im kidding my dear..
-grinz-

gonna go dirnk more blood in my slp..
lets hope it recover soon..
-prays-

awol..

if the "blogworld" is military, i guess i would be charged wif AWOL by now..
it's been ages since my last entry here..
not tat nuthing happened, on the contrary, lots did..
juz tat it really had lost the appeal on me..
den wat made me type this one out?
cos of this fabulous new skin my gal did for me..
kinda cute dun u find?
tho the creatures look a lil alienish..
:P

life as a 21 yr old sure hit me like a bang..
i find tat my parents are really letting me go juz like tat..
as tho i've reached my expiry date on dependency n i shld be all on my own now..
i shldnt bother them wif my minute matters..
gd or bad, i dunno now..
but im really not coping very well..
for example my bike, i wanna change it as it's giving me probs..
due to wear n tear, cos it's an old bike, but my parents strongly objected to it n told me tat i would bear all future costs for it..
for a NSF like me, i guess its a huge burden to carry on..
but wat to do, i hate public transport..
this is juz part 1, as for part 2..
education... no support frm them either..
i gotta pay frm my own pocket..
tats not very hard considering the numerous loans available..
all these made me realise sumthing..

population in singapore..
bcos of repaying loan, late graduation, establishing career, tats y u see lots of older parents n lesser kids nowadays...
take for example myself..
if i go to a local U, i'll take abt 4 yrs to complete a degree programme..
but i'll only ORD when im 22, so i gotta enlist in a U at 23..
tat leaves me to graduate at the age of 27..
n no doubt i gotta repay those education loans in the first few yrs of my job, so now xtra cash to start a family nor getting hitched..
so lets say i start preparing at teh age of 30..
n another 3-5 yrs to raise enuff cash for wedding dinner, gowns n such..
so i'll be married by 35 n having my first child at lets say 36,37..
now we all noe y our population is dipping..
kinda sad aint it..
im a family guy, i like to haf one of my own all the while..
so for pple like me, i would definately want to settle down early..
but wif such circumstances, its a definate nono..
life sure loves to play tricks eh?

lets go on to recap sum events tat happened recently..
went overseas wif pam's family for the very frist time..
kinda worried it wun go well..
but it wanst tat bad..
lodging n stuff was alrite, huge bungalow belonging to her dad's company n gd food at sum classy restaurant..
but the shopping was disappointing..
we missed sum places which the newspaper reported a few wks ago..
so din buy much at all..
but nice to get sum fresh air every now n then..
:)

last but not least of this entry would be the regular item of this blog..
my gf.. :P
she's such a supportive person..
esp when it comes to my family issues..
she's always there to recieve the wrath of mine..
real thankful to her for tat..
shall treat her the best i can n of course, ctrl this blardy temper of mine..
oh, did i say this skin was done by her?
-grinz-

happy happy happy happy tots...

long long long overdue post..
the reason being too tired, busy n basically, maybe loss of interest in blogging..
but nonetheless im here to add the first entry on this new skin..
:D

been to KL recently during the cny season..
had a great time there wif pam..
hadnt realised she could be such a gd partner till den...
really make me feel such a lucky guy..
more can be read frm her blog..
she basically reads my mind n writes watever i wanted to on her site..
weird eh?
=P
pics are there too..
go check it out..

juz came back from a bowling session wif pammy..
i tink i strained the ligaments on my shoulder..
cos my thumb was stuck on one of those throws and it act pulled me forward n jerked my arm..
i guess tat was the start of the strain..
it kinda hurts now..
ow...

believe in jinx?
i do..
so juz an advice to all out there, if sumthing bad doesnt happens, n u feel it shld,
juz dun say it out or mention it to anyone..
cos most of the time, it would come creeping into ur life rite at the moment u finish off ur sentence..
tat shall be my food for thought for this post..
=)