ai xin zao chan....

for the non-chinese and pple like jappo, finfin and shaunie,
the title translated would be Breakfast of Love...
-grinz-

din really wake up to a gd morning today..
dunno y, a lil grouchy and moody..
but at least she gave me a morn call..
hearing her voice n chatting wif her is a consolation to the adverse moods in me...
anyway got up n prepared for work..
feel so lethargic although today is the end of wk~

got to work wif nuthing to do and kept on imagning stupid stuff..
playing out funny storylines in my head...
till i received a message frm a particularly special, lovely, caring, pretty, cute, adorable, one-in-a-million piggy~
=P
she asked if i could leave my office for a lil while to meet her at the bus stop near sch..
i asked y and she wanna keep me i suspense by not telling me anything..
so off i went to meet her..
the moment she alighted the bus, she was grinning all the way..
haha~
reminded me of the joker in batman, u noe his permanent grin??
=P

so we rode in to sch and parked my bike..
she told me to open her bag and look for the thing..
once opened i saw a lunch box..
or shld i say breakfast box..
was damn touched~!~!~!~!
cos i was evry hungry and den she woke up early juz to make me this wonderful breakfast...
thnx darling..
=)
anyway i wanted to open it but she said no..
wanted me to eat it in the office, so i obliged..
but gotta clean her bag up frist cos she din place it in a plastic bag and the honey spilled out~
haha~

but in the end i ate it at the bike cos we had too much time to spare..
she made cheese toast and honey sausages for me..
y such a weird combination??
cos tats all she haf at hm..
haha~
but the honey was especially sweeeeeeeeet...
and the toast was especially tasty~~
maybe cos there's a secret ingredient she added tat only i can taste it..
=)
starts wif a L and ends wif an E..
hehe~

this was the first time she cooked for me..
and it was nice..
dun mind eating watever she does, even if it's charred or rotten~
-grinz-
as long as it's done by pammy, pork chop would eat it...
keke~
thnx dear, love ya loads n loads n loads n loads n loads n loads....
=)

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=P
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happiest man alive..

yep, im the happiest man alive..
to me that is..
spent the best wkend i can haf wif my darling pammy..
hehe~
everything went as planned..
a lil out but still fine..
=P
anyway juz lemme chronicle the past few days events for ya..
btw, VERY long entry impending..
hehe~

saturday was v-day, n so is the last day of my fyp phase...
wif me and a few others in the lab all saying their gdbyes..
cos we noe we aint gonna see each other no more..
unless on the street or grad ceremony..
anyways was kinda emotional thinking that this is the end of my schooling days...
out into the social world i go..
i guess although they din show it, they were sumwat like me..
tinking of the same thing..
=P

went to meet my darling at OG..
she was shopping wif her mum and nephew..
anyways i had an xtra rose frm sharon kang so tot i mite juz passed it to her mum...
u shld had seen her face..
she had the "unfair, y never give me" look...
haha~
cos i told her she aint receiving any this yr..
keke~

anyway we proceed on to sentosa for our v day date~
=P
all along the way, she was pestering me asking me where we're going..
i juz said dunno..
and she would juz pinch me, hit me while im riding..
finally when she saw harbourfront, she realised where we're heading..
=p
we walked arnd harbourfront trying to find the ferry to sentosa..
juz to realised that it had stopped it's service already..
so we gotta walk all the way back to the interchange to take the shuttle bus into the island itself..
upon reaching there, we took the monorail to M4, Palawan Beach..
hehe~
din tell her wat i planned to do..
but along the way we took tons of self portraits..
even the ladies sitting opp us volunteered to take the pics for us..
hahaha~
anyway brought her to the dolphin lagoon~
but the show wasnt till later..
so we head on down to the underwater world..
a place which i last visit 8 yrs ago..
a hell of a long time man..
anyway we saw gigantic sea turtles, dugongs, cute lil otters and DORY~
haha~
had fun making jokes of the fishes and the pple we noe..
hehe~

on to the dolphin lagoon...
the dolphins were gd..
was enjoying while pitying them at the same time...
imagine being cooped up and doing the same thing over and over again...
sigh~
bought a phototaking session wif the oh so cute lil pinkie dolphins~
managed to touch it..
very weird sensation but cool at the same time~
=P
she was overwhelmed wif touching it..
keke~

anyway we went to catch the sunset after tat..
cuddling and snuggling on the beach..
looking out to the horizon and the setting sun..
wat a romantic image..
hehe~
anyway she turned arnd and asked me to bury her in sand..
which i gladly did..
until she reverse the process and buried me..
hehe~
den i saboed her..
shant reveal wat it is in case she kill me..
but it was fun..
rite my love??
=)

anyway head on down back to my place for pizza hut dinner..
and watched the mtv awards show..
although i couldnt afford to bring her to a posh hotel nor a fancy restaurant for dinner,
we enjoyed ourselves alot wif our dine in one...
cos it's the company we're wif n not the stuff we're eating..
hehe~
anyway i surprised her wif a bouquet of yellow roses, her fav...
but the best part was she couldnt see it..
although i placed it rite in the middle of my bed~
haha~
she even sat beside it..
she liked it alot and she was surprised as i told her im not giving any...
hehe~

now for sunday's entry..
went to metro marina to shop for my business clothes..
the shirts there are dirt cheap..
bought myself an orange and pink shirt and a navy blue pants..
she requested me to wear the orange one today..
which im wearing rite now..
and the best part was tat my supervisor asked me to leave this shirt for dress-down days~
haha~
cos it's too bright and striking..
now u noe y IT personnels are the most boring pple alive...
hehe~
anyway yest after the shopping trip, went to a pasar malam near her place...
let her try the bumper cars for her very first time..
i tink she din really enjoy it..
or maybe she was suffering frm her headache..
but at least she tried..
hehe~

oh yah forget to add tat she gave me sumthing for v-day..
sumthing intimate which i doubt i shld post..
or shld i..
hehe~
anyway a clue would be sumthing i need everyday..
keke~
rite my dear??
-grinz real wide-

vexed, relieved, anticipation...

y the above 3 feelings??
read on and u'll noe..
tat is, if ya still interested in the above 3..
=P

was so damn vexed and frustrated yest man...
had my fyp final presentation yest..
was so damn happy that all of it had finally been over...
gonna move on to the next step..
but den, i gotta face some shit first b4 anything could be settled..
as my topic of proj is sumwat diff, my presentation manner differs as well..
nuthing went wrong during my mid term presentation so i tot it was ok..
but all hell breaks loose..
this cheena lect gotta give me trouble by saying tat "during my 20 yrs at University of Polytechnic, no one presented this way, so are u trying to change the tradition?"...
this was the last straw tat i cld took and of course i kept on shooting him...
in the end i juz left, had enuf of his jibberish cos of his accent...
damnit..
was really damn angry and frustrated..
luckily got my darling to comfort me...
made me smile..
if not i'll be scrooge even though it's not xmas...

feel so relieved now cos i noe where im attached to...
sumwhere near an high pay as well..
-grinz-
another thing to be relieved is tat i passed my practical and waiting for my tp test..
hehe~
finally man..
waited so long for it..
spent alot as well..
sigh..
but part n parcel i guess..
=P

wat am i anticipating?
guess???
of course v-day...
but im in a sort of dillema..
a gd one though..
shall solve it myself..
shldnt post it here...
she can see..
hehe~
but lets hope i'll come up wif it soon..
cos it's only 2 days frm now...

read a particular email...
felt very gd after reading...
it's like i knew i made sumone's day...
and the feeling is great...
it's like a sort of satisfaction that u noe sumone was enjoying ur company...
made me feel really gd..
i guess it made me haf more confidence in myself..
=P

i find that to all who tinks im a very confident person, i dun tink i am...
maybe in particular areas but in most i doubt i am..
i tink ive been putting on a facade..
for myself no less...
to prove to myself that i haf it but i dun...
or do i???
im confusing myself...
i dunno...
gotta go reflect on myself...
monkhood??
haha~
not at the moment...
or maybe not in this lifetime...
-grinz-

flu...

sigh, theres a saying in chinese tat says a wave's juz die down, another's coming up...
trying to say after one problem, another prob arises...
first it was the sars, now it's the bird flu...
when is this gonna end??
or are we going to end?
get my drift?
anyway the world would juz get it over wif..
=P

im highly jealous, highly suspicious person..
dunno y...
lack of self confidence, self esteem??
sigh..
i dunno..
juz tat the feeling would juz arise..
i noe i suck..
im sorry...
i would curb this feeling..
im determined...
this would be my NEW new yr resolution..
wat im gonna do..
man do i suck..
i still hate myself..

this week is a damn busy wk for me...
tuesday, rush my report for my supervisor's viewing pleasure...
wednesday, go for my IAP briefing.. which is a bunch of crap mind u...
thursday, PRAC 3, thrid and final one b4 my tp.. wish me luck...
friday, hendon camp fitness test aka commandoes recruitment act...
for this, u guys can wish tat i fail..
haha~
cos i dun wanna be a commando..
waste my time and my life even..
rem the death??
anyway i'll juz let fate decide...

im hooked on mahjong..
blame her mum..
haha~
everytime im at her place and they're all bored, out comes the mahjong table..
i muz say, ive been picking it up kinda quick..
but still losing..
been playing for 2 consecutive wkends..
the third's on the way...
nuthin is as stressed as playing wif her dad...
i was practically wet wif my cold sweat...
-shakes head-
but not tat bad lah..
din embarass myself..
keke~

tats it for now..
will be back wif more..
if i survive these wks..
ciao~