one of those moments...

this is one of those times when u dunno wat u shld write or say here
but juz feel like doing so...
so below might be some crap,some shit,
heck care if ya dun like it, cos i do~
=P

ever realise that songs actually sings wat ya feeling??
i did...
for the entire nite in fact..
n i din choose it frm my 374316868744358 mp3s..
but was randomly played by my winamp...
sad sappy love songs..

it seems that me starting this blog causes a chain reaction of frens of mine to start their own..
shant name anybody here but he/she gotta do sumthing wif chestnut...
hehe~
but it's gd in some ways and of course there are the bad points...
gd as in i can actually noe wat's happening in they're lives and wat they're tinking..
cos it's not all the time u'll go round asking ur frens wat's happening wif them..
bad in a way that everything is exposed here and u're not even sure the person who's not
supposed to read it, is reading it not~
but there's always pros and cons to everything tat revolves wif the world..

had a meaningful conversation wif jappo earlier on..
one of the rarer times we had it~
haha~~
we were toking abt "newface"(ya shld noe who) den slowly wandered into the subject of gers in general..
he was saying that "although we dun look like vj utt but we ain that disgusting" and "we dun haf rotten characters as well"....
it was so damn true tat i started to wonder y..
but still no answer came to mind...
it always happens..
am i despair or am i resigned to my fate??
wait a minute, it means the same thing...
=)

it's late...
better catch up wif my sleep...
but sumtimes i wish i can sleep by tinking of sumone who's dear to me and noe there she's tinking of me too...
as the saying goes, reality and fantasy dun go hand in hand...
if only im living in my own dream world..
i tink i shld stop dreaming and tinkin too much of things which i noe i can never get..
i tink i shld stop living too...
life's so much better when u dun haf it..
isn't it?