=)

this is a long overdue entry which i shld had done a few days ago..
anyway here it goes..
=P

time always flies past when u're having the best of times..
2 days ago was our 2nd mth together..
fast eh?
i would say this is the best r/s ive ever been in..
hehe~
anyway the day din go really well..
my plans were dashed..
cos she needs to do her proj at sumone's place..
wasnt particularly happy abt it but got no choice i guess...
picked up a bk at the library and read it till she called..
we went to my place for dinner and found out she was sick..
having a fever..
was so damn worried..
cos her temp went up to 37.6..
wanted to bring her to a doc but she refused..
so i juz did the next best thing, diagnosed by dr soh~
haha~
anyway juz prescribed her wif a couple of panadols and let her haf the bed..
while poor lil me slept on the floor..
luckily after that hr's nap, her temp went down and she was alrite..
was really relieved..
made me worried..
=|

anyway i got her 2 things tat she realkly wanted..
been hearing her bugging me abt it..
so of course she was elated when she saw it..
i kid her by saying i got her a pair of rock shoes as i packaged them in a rock shoe's box..
but she got a surprise when she opened it..
keke~
=)

i need to get my 2a going..
been stagnant for a wk..
better continue it b4 i forget wat im supposed to do~
now all i haf to do is put cash in~
=P

cny...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR EVERYONE~
okok, i noe, it'd been ages since i last blogged..
was damn bz for the past few days..
and i mean loads of events..
shall juz post sum memorable stuff here..
for ur reading pleasure...
=P

weds was chinese new yr eve...
it's also the day where families haf their traditional reunion dinner..
sumthing which i look forward to every yr..
it's the only time when u get to see close relatives and haf a nice dinner together..
and not to mention my grandma's wonderful cooking~
=)
had a great dinner, though the food's the same for the past 20 yrs, it juz taste as gd as it cld be..
-grinz-
after my dinner, it was time to pay my "other" family a visit..
was supposedly to go to her place den on to yishun safra for a bowl..
but when i reached there, the first thing she asked me to do was to help deliver newspapers...
it was act helping her aunt out, so can i say getting paid for it..
keke~
anyways the pt being tat it was the first time ive ever done it..
and i find it to be a tiring job..
imagine 12 blocks..
each wif 12 storeys..
climbing up and down the stairs..
phew..
it's a damn tiring job i tell ya~

first day of new yr, the usual visiting of relatives...
this time round, due to the lack of a car, im riding together wif my dad..
=P
get to show off~
haha~
but cars on the road are like shit tat day man..
guess cos of the holiday mood..
but they absolutely left their driving knowledge and skills at hm..
but as usual, taxi drivers juz gotta behave themselves..
almost got into a fight wif one of them..
damnit..
wat gd luck i haf on the first day of the new lunar yr..

upon her mum's invitation, i went to her place after everything..
wasnt tat awkward as im not the only bf there..
haha~
anyway went out wif her sis and her sis' bf...
din really did much, din really enjoyed much..
but being by her side is more than enuff..
juz hearing her voice and laughter..
=)

she came over my place today..
cos she couldnt go visiting, so i asked her over so tat she cld get some "revenue stream"..
hehe~
a few of my relatives came n went..
and she got enuff to make her smile..
one thing i juz realised..
it's tat this guy who cun sit still, act dun mind staying hm the entire day...
on one condition..
as long as she's by my side..
doing stuff together..
be it tidying the rm up or juz watchiing tv..
a very blissful feeling i muz say..
=)

ns...

NS is juz a pain in the a**...
guess wat, i failed my NAPFA..
all bcos of the run..
cun complete the run fast enuf..
but i was damn shag after going thru all the other stations and the hot schorching sun shining down on me..
sigh~
gotta go train up and retake the damn test again...

went for my medical checkup today...
wanted to be like jappo..
so i added sum illnesses here n there~
haha~
but guess wat, i still got pes A~
am i tat gd??
haha~
the doc was saying only when my knee, which is the prob area, act gives way, den i may be downgraded..
i was tinking, y wait till sumthing act happens den take action??
sadly this is the tinking of sillypore's gov and of course the pple..
the IQ test was so bored i almost fell aslp..
the only exciting part is the tapping of the keyboard~
haha~

my house was empty cept of me, my darling n the dogs..
no dinner or watsoever..
so i became the chef yet again..
=P
this time round, i cooked jap curry...
it's delicious~
hehe~
go ask the person hu ate it..
keke~
after the meal, we had a karaoke session..
haha~
sang all the cheena songs and mltr...
i tink the neighbours were like cursing n swearing at us man..
:D
she has a really nice singing voice, she shld juz dare to sing louder...
rite my dear??

after the nuisance of my taggie is gone, another nuisance appeared in her blog...
wonder y there are pple out there hu can be such a pain in the rear..
i mean look at it, if u dun like it, juz ignore it..
or dun even go look at it..
save all the trouble..
if u're envious and jealous, no point cos nuthing can separate us..
(PS: the "u" used is a descriptive term, not pinpointing on anybody..)
nuisance nuisance go away..
stop buzzing arnd..
-shakes head-

how abt that...

how's this layout for a change..
i personally feel it's great..
comments can be left at the board..
shall post more tonite..
cya~
=)

changes...

hm..
my blog needs a new skin~
looks kinda stale after like more than 9 mths wif the same color scheme n sorts..
look out for it guys..
=)

juz received news tat my Napfa test is on saturday..
im not mentally or physically prepared for it man...
i hope i could get at least a silver for it...
so tat i dun need to enlist 2 mths earlier..
i can do loads in tat 2 mths..
spend it wif my darling...
keke~
tat would be my motivation..
my driving force...
to complete all the stations in the test..
=P

u noe i had this interview at NCS last wk..
din expect much..
cos i dun feel like getting picked for it...
heard it would be a stressful job..
wif all the projs they give...
but fate has a way of playing wif me, i gotta go for my 2nd interview...
hm...
i dunno man...
shld i try to impress them tmr to get the job or juz put myself down???
how how how how how???
sigh..

had an image in my dreams last nite..
i dun like tat image..
and i really hope i dun haf a deja vu on that..
NEVER...
pls....
i'll be gd...
i promise..
=)

bored....

dun u find my blog seems alot more quiet these days??
i find it lacks the type of anticipation..
for me that is...
cos i used to visit my own blog juz to see wat are u guys' comments..
be it gd or bad or lame or nonsense..(toking bout u, jap & tat)
but i gotta give n take i guess..
cos of sum person i gotta make a small sacrifice..
anyway all of u can juz leave ur comments on jap's tagboard n i'll reply there...
hahha~
=P

been jogging alot lately...
find tat i can act run round the sch w/o panting as much as b4..
and i tink i can say my stamina had improved~
cheer wif me finifn~
haha~
guess my 2.4 can make it already...
juz dun wanna go into NS early for the OBESE camp..
=P

her sis treated us to dinner last nite...
cos of all the things we've done for her??
=P
anyway the dinner wasnt tat bad..
@ pastamania, scotts...
joked our way arnd, frm dinner to the walkabt round town...
i tink yest was a reunion day for me..
firstly, met meizhen at far east..
she was my jr n PHS...
den, saw my ex classmate at a bubble tea outlet..
one of the loudspeakers...
hee~
and while walking past orchard mrt, i met the other 3 loud ones...
can call it a day of coincidence??

nuting much to say..
cept to be naggy and remind all of u guys to treasure and cherish wat u haf...
life's short...
touched 20 and 30's in sight...
=)

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guys, shall reinforce wat shaun said, dun let anything ruin wat i haf now..
so im juz letting it go...
cheers~

smelly smelly~~

i smell like a toilet bowl now..
or even worst~~
the ammonium smell is damn pungent, it can juz kill a rat man..
or jap for tat purpose..
haha~
=P

bought the dye on sunday and my dear is here at my place to help me...
she seems professional..
dying every single strand..
and making sure it's balanced thruout..
but there were her amateur times as well..
when it dripped down my face n shirt~~
=P
now waiting for the hr to pass so that i can wash it off to see the effect..
i hope it turns out well..
tink it would..
hehe~
=)

tmr would be my halfway line presentation for my fyp..
wonder if i'll screw up..
hope not...
anyway i guess i can juz tok my way out of anything..
haha~
and next on thurs would be an interview at NCS..
haf no idea where's tat but i tink it's gonna be a formal affair yet again...
the interview would be for my attachment..
hope they pays well~
-grinz-

i dun wan to tink much..
but i love it when im wif her...
and i really wan to carry on, all the way..
but i noe the biggest hurdle is coming my way soon...
a test of love for us...
but for now, i'll cherish watever times i haf wif her...
and treasure her like never b4...
=)

happy bdae to me, happy bdae to me....

yep it's my bdae~
on the 4th...
not sure wat time this would be published after i finished typing~
=)

had a bunch of pals, closer relatives, dad's frens and of course, the VIP(very impt piggy), my dear came down for a bdae BBQ at my place on the 3rd...
the food was great i muz say..
all thnx to my grandma..
master chef~
the company was better...
had our usual digs at each other..
and of course when the clock struck 12, i was gang raped by the guys..
finfin gave me a headlock and tickled me(im xtremely ticklish)..
shaunie was holding down my legs...
dunno wat the heck was mr veins doing cos the lights were off...
but the worst was jappo..
he was wahcking me...
punches here n there..
arse...
but nonetheless a bdae ritual..
haha~
to add salt to wounds, they saw sum stuff they werent supposed to see..
and they insisted on taking evidence of it..
so they stripped me and pinned me down yet again..
den jappo was the paparazzi there taking pics n pics of me half naked on the floor..
imagine getting raped in the safest place, my rm..
haha~
anyway thnx guys for everything..
for those hu came and the presents to those hu din come but gave me a token of tots..
and of course to those who sent me well wishes..
thnx loads..
=)

went out on the 4th as well..
my parents suddenly wanted to buy me clothes for the new yr..
so i dragged pammy along wif me..
i tink she felt a lil awkward thruout the entire trip..
but i guess it's cos its the first time she's out wif them..
my dad as usual, would tell his stories to her..
but it's a gd thing, making her feel a lil mroe comfortable..
=P
bought a pair of jeans and a jacket..
nv expected me to buy a jeans frm there but i did..
cos i really liked it...
got myself a Levi's jacket..
it's damn nice i muz say..
and it's on offer~
hehe~

gonna end this whole entry wif a reminder...
cherish n treasure wat u haf now..
cos on my bdae party, i got everything i needed..
family, frens and my love together wif me...
life's short...
im gonna treasure every moment of it...
thnx all of u for being part of it..
=)

rest in peace my fren...

my classmate, one of the closer ones i haf...
had juz passed away yest due to a motor accident...
it was a sudden news to me..
recieved a sms in the morn wif that shocking news...
din noe if its was a prank or not..
but realised it wasnt when i recived the very same msg 4 times viz 4 diff pple...
devastated was the thing i felt...
immediately i wondered how did it happened..
how serious was the accident??

the entire morn was spent making phonecalls, messaging to inform our classmates...
went down to his place at abt 10+...
realised almost the entire lecture theater was there...
all there to pay their last respects...
waited till the noon for the body to arrive..
hearing wails and screams of relatives who were saddened by the incident made me emotional...
but tat was nuthing till i went into his rm and saw him lying there..
my heart had only one wish, for him to open his eyes..
but i knew tat was impossible..
the tot of how cld it happened kept on came to mind...
he's young, excels in programming and haf a loving gf..
y was he so reckless??
all my classmates were emotional..
we couldnt believe our eyes...
i myself couldnt accept it...

this showed me sumthing..
life is unexpecting..
nuthing's fixed..
he planned to take his class 2a in feb..
but he cun even see the end of jan...
it got me tinking...
it got me wanna treasure and cherish every moment i haf now..
do watvever i need and want to do..
say watever i want to say..
dun waste any precious moment in life..
life's short...

im not gonna ride recklessly anymore..
im not gonna speed on small roads anymore...
to qoute my love one "ride carefully, u're no longer single, dun let ur gf worry abt u".....
im not gonna make her worry abt me..

rest in peace my fren...
u'll always be in my memory...

HAPPY 2004~~~

yep, happy new year to everyone out there~~
it's 2004 already..
2 decades ago, i was born...
2 blardy long decades ago..
can u dig tat???
haha~

anyway this is the time of the yr when everyone will come up wif a list of resolution to do and complete in the coming yr..
BUT.. usually only one or two would be done and the rest are procrastinated...
=P
but im not one of them...
i usually try to do it..
and my last yr's resolution act came thru...
shan't say anything abt the past and lemme come up wif a list of the next yr's resolutions...

here it goes....

jErYd'S 2004 rEsOlUtIoNs...

1) first and foremost, to maintain my current r/s, and make it the best one i've ever had... wif my darling
lying on my shoulder now... keke~

2) to complete my 2A and get my big bike~

3) to maintain all my current frenships wif my frens even though im gonna be in NS soon.. sigh...

this shld be enuff for the coming yr...
dun wanna set myself to high a target rite??
hehe~
=D

anyway juz haf a happy new yr everyone..
and hoping to see all those pals i haven been seeing soon...
the yr ahead is sumthing which i cun forecast...
but all im hoping is that it'll be a gd one...
=)
-grinz-