a rather long entry... for once...

started the day wif my final paper of the wk~
YES!!
=P
but the setter of the paper apparently tink tat we haf some kinda comp processing unit in us...
he expect us to finish 4 long, very long questions in an hr n a half..
but luckily i could finish it..
wif like 5 mins left~~
but nvm, it's OVER~~~

went climbing after tat..
kinda shag...
frm the heat n the routes given by power chua~~
i tink i strained my wrist n shoulder..
they're aching~
no comps n training ahead... so i can rest~~
=)

caught cradle 2 the grave wif guys together wif pea, nut(infamous eunice) and glenny(duh)~
action packed movie wif a typical storyline...
jet li rulez~
no one can move a fast as he could..
and the "campusing" scene in the beginning, is unbelievable~
hu can ever do tat..
not even alain robert(the french spiderman)~
:P madness man...

now on to serious stuff...
i find that im too nice a guy...
too damn very nice~
to gers that is..
im sensitive towards them..
do anything for them..
but never once was my feelings reciprocated..
im always the "gd" fren to them..
y???
y is the lousiest scum of the earth attached to a beautiful nice young lady while a nice young man like me is left on the shelf??
tis the question of the moment...
i can only be the fren hu's always there for them..
the shoulder to cry on but never one to lean on...
i always ask wat did i do wrong or wat i din do??
but no matter how i tink of it, the question cun be answered..
cos ive done nuting wrong n ive done kinda everything~
my current status, low on confidence n in morale..
kinda despair even... darent take the step forward anymore...
i shld juz write on my forehead, "Bachelor for life, god decreeds"
cos if things carry on this way, it'll come true...
how long haf i been alone, hm.... 2 n half yrs..
tat's a long time..
it's the time all guys gotta spend in the army..
imagine that~
i'll anticipate consolations like the right one aint here yet...
true, but when will it come..
now would be the rite time..
im feeling my all time low~
bruised n battered...
when would the nurse come n heal me??

oh yah, DISCLAIMER: the above tots n feelings is not directed to any particular person or event.. juz some tots that i encounter recently...